excitment

you know what i think is exciting, thinking about the future. the unknown fascinates me. thinking about the future and what could be and how not knowing what going to happen. i guess this makes me a little weird cause i mean not know should be terrifying. but i learned that the future is coming and there is nothing you can do about it so why not embrace it. why not enjoy every minute, ive also learned that once you do this life seem more enjoyable. its freeing, it makes me happy, oh but who knows maybe im just weird.