not knowing

im about to graduate for high school and go off to school which i find exciting. but i was talking to some friends the other day and they were saying how it scary, going off on your own, and not knowing. but not knowing makes it exciting. i mean we are scared to brake away from what we know. this i think just holds us back from amazing experience we could be have but cause its knew and difference we are hesitant. maybe i think like this just because i want to just live and embrace new and different things. who knows!

being bored

i love being in a class and looking around anding seeing someone who is just bored out of their mind. or if they are trying to entertain themsevles so they wont fall asleep. my favorite is when they are making faces or mocking someone and then they realize someone is trying to figure out what the heck they are doing. when im bored i just zone out and day dream. or look at other people who are bored just to get a good laugh.

blogs

blogging i think sometimes is just hard. i mean i can never think of what to say or write. sometimes i just end up babbling about silly random things. i just dont see how people are like committed to blogging. can they really think of something interesting every day. i mean so days i could see people have crazy funny thoughtful stuff to write. but what about those days that are just plan normal, average, the days nothing interesting happens. i just dont see how they do it.

saying no

there are plenty of ways to say no without actually using the word no. although i am horrible at using them. i cant tell people no, well i can i just don't like the look on there face when you say no. its so sad and i feel horrible and end up saying yes anyway. usually if i want to say no i will just say i have other plans maybe some other time.

back when

remember the good days when the worst thing that could happen was some little kid say "oh yeah! well you can't come to my birthday party." or when cartoon use to actually be good, or if you said do over it was like it never happened. what happened to those days, everyone seemed happier there well except for the kid not comeing to the birthday day. i guess when we grow up everything changes.